See u on the dark side so my mate used to say .He ott t no he lived it every day.A wonder when we will meet again and remonise back when we were friends only time will tell when am out this hell.Alright blood when a seen him he would say after all he was from the london way. asee his face every now and then when a sit here in this cloudy den.Yeh he took drugs so did i so fuck societey he did not have to die.You see we were like brothers me and him went thru everything together thick and thin half the time a still expect the phone to ring a dont think it will ever sink in.A speak to him when am walking u mite think am mad after all am the only one talkin a have too remind ma sel not to get to sad even tho things get preaty bad a tell ma self you have to move on stop dwellin on what went wrong .One things for sure we will meet again and speak about all the things we did back then but until the day comes when a see your face al be stuck here in this fucking place for ever wandering in the dark with out you av lost ma spark am sick of sittin on ma own in ma room all alone o wont someone phone but a no thats not going to happen not in this town u see av burned all my bridges so theres no where to cross am stuck at one side feeling like av lost but a wont give up al hold ma head high even tho these eyes want to cry al walk down the street with out a care in the world fooling them all in to thinking am proud coz u see av only ever had one true friend that a could always depend weather it be nite or day he would always tell me to bring my problems his way he wood sit and listen and give me advice but now hes gone with the roll of the dice people dont talk about him anymore whitch i cant understand its not his fault he was delt gods hand all am saying is a miss my friend a wish god wood give him back so this heart could mend a wood give everything av got just to have him back for one day just to hear him say its ok a had a good time now move on and make me proud coz now its your time to shine trust me mate youl be fine so al force a smile for the dark nites ahead knowing my memories of you are never dead but with you gone its a diffrent dawn a have that feeling a no longer belong so al speak to my friend who lives up above he was the only friend i ever loved he was taken long before his time please god give him back and let the sun shine love forever ryan xxx